Wonder no more. If you harbor such desire, then it's time you should pursue it.
I believe you, as a clever woman, want to remain relevant in today's competitive society. As you attain youthful good looks - combined with a vibrant spirit that springs from a well-balance life style and a glow that comes from within as a passionate woman - you are on your way to conquering the world. You will gain a new composure that enables you to speak your mind, to express yourself with confidence, but you also become kinder, gentler and more charming. Ultimately, you are transforming into a happier person.
But as I said, a clever woman like yourself would eventually realize this is who you were meant to be, you just need a little help along the way to achieve your full potential.